Growing Up

Trust in God.

That's what I keep telling myself. Just trust in Him and He'll lead me where I need to go.

These past few weeks I've been struggling with this feeling, this feeling that's been building up inside of me. Pestering me. A feeling that I felt like I should listen too. Like my life was going to change, I didn't know or have any idea how much it would change, all I knew was that I should be ready.

The feeling continued to grow, until it was no longer a stomach ache but a heart ache. It conqured my thoughts and distracted me from everything.

Right now, I thank God for that feeling he put inside my heart. Even though I didn't understand and even though I doubted that feeling, I'm walking the path that God wants me to walk through.
It was hard, yes. But it was worth it.
And now that I look back at how I handled everything, I'm proud of myself for following my heart, and listening to God. I can physically and mentally feel Him working in my life. And for that, I trust Him with everything I know.